Let There Be ♥ Let There Be ☮ Let There Be ♫

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Thats a true gentlemen

Tue, 27 Nov 2012 14:34:05 +0800

Thats a true gentlemen

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Roses

Sun, 04 Sep 2011 17:48:49 +0800

In order to get to smell a rose, you will need to deal with many things. The shit smell of soil, the pesticide smell, the hard work you need to put in everyday to take care of the rose, watering the roses, cutting the unwanted parts of the rose. With patience, one day you will get to smell the rose, even though you have to go through a lot of shit.

If I can’t take care of you at your worst, then I sure as hell don’t deserve you at your best.

The difference between how I am feeling right now and a bucket of shit.

Sun, 04 Sep 2011 17:11:50 +0800

The bucket.

Mermaid and Fishes.

Sun, 21 Aug 2011 14:15:00 +0800

My friend told me that, there are many fishes in the sea. If one fish turns bad, keep fishing. One day you might find a mermaid.

I asked him , ” What if you find a mermaid but it’s hard to catch it? “

and they scold me , saying that I was pessimistic.

Then they taught me to catch the mermaid in a cruel way

Sorry but that’s not my way

The mermaid’s taken and this game is not for me to play

I’ll just be there till the mermaid …

goes away or join me in the bay.

Imagine.

Sat, 20 Aug 2011 05:05:00 +0800

Fuck my imaginative mind. It is awesome to be imaginative, but it’s a bitch to be imaginative too. You tend to imagine negative things. You tend to lose trust to others. Even to your friends, to your love ones. Too much of somethings is never a good thing.

I AM GOING INSANE.

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Fri, 19 Aug 2011 03:37:26 +0800

You have it

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Unlock it anytime you want.

The hardest part

Fri, 19 Aug 2011 00:26:27 +0800

Moving away.

Already did once.

Never want to do it another day.

They say let it go, if it comes back to you, it is meant to be

I let go physically not mentally nor emotionally

It’s not easy to not be around you.

It’s not easy to be around you too.

Sometimes I wish I know the answer to everything

Sometimes I wish that truth doesn’t hurt

I know it’s best not to know everything

But this mind of mine is the one who is controlling

I don’t want to move away

but this happiness is all just a play.

Classical conditioning.

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 00:56:44 +0800

Well, sometimes, when I miss you. This is how I remember you. 1 pinch is all it takes to bring you in front of me.

With you.

Mon, 08 Aug 2011 10:28:32 +0800

With you.

Life is unfair. . . well, at times.

Mon, 08 Aug 2011 04:20:00 +0800

Oh wells. I’m the victim, and this victim gets the punishment. Seriously. Such a wonderful life.Wheee

Did I mention to you guys that I have an awesome home? It’s pretty amazing living in my home. It’s all about him and her. It’s never about the others. They keep saying I don’t think about others. Well, maybe it’s true if they judge it from what they can see, but what about things that they can’t see. The actions that I did that has never been told. I wish I can open their head and embed all this actions of mine into their brain.

Just to let everyone out there know that, it’s not always good to judge people from what you see, “seeing is believing” Is only right to some extend. You still need to remember that you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover. Sometimes some rudeness is being shown so that major rudeness won’t kick in. It pretty much work like a “water dam” If it’s too full, it will over flow and there’s no way you can control it. So why not let some of it out so that you can control your anger/rudeness and not burst everything at one go. Sigh , I wish they can understand me, but oh well.

They say blood is thicker than water, well, I guess I have too much water in my body. that may be the reason why the blood that runs in the family doesn’t really bond well; and they so much want it to flow out of my body. I should really exercise more so that they can sense my blood easier. Or maybe I should get Edward to bite them.

Avatar (the cartoon) , anyone watched it? I just finish watching the whole series again. So much lesson in this cartoon. You guys should catch it. Seriously bahrom? “you guys?” Nobody will even read this. Have fun talking to yourself. K. Damn, i’m addicted to Aidah’s “K” somehow. Aang said that violence is never the answer, well I second that, and my religion itself teaches me that Violence should never be an option unless needed for protection measures. Why would anyone choose violence? Till this day I am asking that question to myself. What is so great about violence? Why does it make you feel proud? Why does it make you feel special? What is so great about it? Is your ego to big that you can’t come to a decision just by talking? Is your ego to big that you can’t solve a problem just by talking? Some people even claim that they are better in violence so that people will look up to them. What’s the use of it. I only look up to people who knows how to respect others.

LIFE IS A CONTRADICTION. Well, I have to agree on this. It happen in many ways, every time, every second, every minute. Even I myself do it at times, but it really sucks to see people contradict them self every day, and to add on, the people that is around me. What’s the use of scolding me when every action of mine is a lesson that I learn from observing you. What’s the use of hitting me when I don’t clean up your mess. It’s true that I am rude, but who do I learn it from? It’s true that I am lazy, but I’m pretty sure you know how hardworking I was until you take it for granted and ask me around every now and then. What happen to being equal? What happen to helping each other? You guys make me sick of doing my part, don’t complain, don’t nag, don’t be angry. I still do my part. I should probably go to value shop and get 1000 AAA batteries for you guys in case the TV remote battery is weak.

L is for the way you Look at me. Sometimes I wonder who my true friends is. Well I know I’m annoying and lame, I’m sorry :( but I can’t find any other ways to entertain you guys. For those who know me very well, you should know I treasure every friendship that I have. Be it close or far. Bitchy or non bitchy. Back stab me all you want, I’ll still help you if you are in need. Sometimes I keep quiet if you guys disturb me, but don’t worry. I won’t stay mad for long. Just keep talking to me and i’ll be okay. The more love I have for you, the faster I forgive you. ;) Unlessssssssss it’s a major2 mistake, then it’s different I guess. P.S : For my FYP team. Sorry if I am cranky at times. Love you guys. :)

O is for the only one I see. It’s pretty hard to be around someone that you know you are not suppose to fall in love with, but it’s harder not to be around that someone. Well, sometimes I ask myself, is it wrong for me to miss her? Is it wrong for me to love her? To be honest. I wish that i’m a jerk so that all this will be easy for me to handle, but I’m not. Need someone to train me how to be a jerk. Any takers?

V is very very~ Extra-ordinary . Yes I am. Not in a good way. I’m quite sensitive for a guy. Well that sucks pretty much. Not that I choose to, but I rather be called sensitive than being a guy who don’t treasure his mouth. Well, I use to have an insensitive mouth. Every time I got disturbed, I will answer with either sarcasm or harsh truth, well truth hurts . ;) But I realize that, the heart is very fragile, and you should take care of it well. Not only your own, not only the ones you love, but every single heart available. Words is very powerful. A few words that may not mean anything to you may mean a lot of things to someone and it may cause them to get hurt. Well I learnt this long time ago when I’m in secondary school and from that day I learn this lesson, I try my best to keep quiet instead of hurting them back; but you know what sucks? Your friends starts to disturb you for being a pussy and walk away from every single thing. Well sorry friends, I rather choose you guys over my pride. I rather walk away from you guys. Not that I want to, but it hurts really2 bad when some painful words come from people you don’t expect from, but I know I shouldn’t hold my sadness towards you guys for a long time, because you guys are my friends and I love you guys. (Oh god gay much) <3 HEHE

E is even more than anyone you adore and love is all that I can give to you. Well, sometimes I wish life is slower so that I can experience all the good time and moments that I have with my love ones; but on the other hand, I am hoping it to pass very quickly so all this shits will be over with. Sometimes I wonder, is it possible to control love? To be honest, I never ever choose to fall in love, and when I do, I can never control it well. I wish I can have a PS3 control and control my actions so that I won’t bother you at times, but oh wells, life is a stage, and not a television. Maybe I should get some strings instead =D

Break a leg my friends :)

Life is unfair, unfair to all. So if it’s unfair to all, isn’t that fair to all?

Weak Soul

Tue, 02 Aug 2011 01:01:25 +0800

I had my immortal love for you
And the consequence is immortal pain too
Pain is all that I'm feeling now
I want the numbness to rush in my body now


I can't continue this poem any longer
I wish that I was stronger
I'm hopeless romantic
And my love was pathetic

:)

Mon, 01 Aug 2011 23:39:19 +0800

♥

Mon, 01 Aug 2011 23:08:15 +0800

Love is selfish

Love is hurtful

Love is uncontrollable

If I have a wish

I would want to be a stool

So that your life will be more enjoyable.

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