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Roses
In order to get to smell a rose, you will need to deal with many things. The shit smell of soil, the pesticide smell, the hard work you need to put in everyday to take care of the rose, watering the roses, cutting the unwanted parts of the rose. With patience, one day you will get to smell the rose, even though you have to go through a lot of shit.
If I can’t take care of you at your worst, then I sure as hell don’t deserve you at your best.
The difference between how I am feeling right now and a bucket of shit.
The bucket.
Mermaid and Fishes.
My friend told me that, there are many fishes in the sea. If one fish turns bad, keep fishing. One day you might find a mermaid.
I asked him , ” What if you find a mermaid but it’s hard to catch it? “
and they scold me , saying that I was pessimistic.
Then they taught me to catch the mermaid in a cruel way
Sorry but that’s not my way
The mermaid’s taken and this game is not for me to play
I’ll just be there till the mermaid …
goes away or join me in the bay.
Imagine.
Fuck my imaginative mind. It is awesome to be imaginative, but it’s a bitch to be imaginative too. You tend to imagine negative things. You tend to lose trust to others. Even to your friends, to your love ones. Too much of somethings is never a good thing.
I AM GOING INSANE.
The hardest part
Moving away.
Already did once.
Never want to do it another day.
They say let it go, if it comes back to you, it is meant to be
I let go physically not mentally nor emotionally
It’s not easy to not be around you.
It’s not easy to be around you too.
Sometimes I wish I know the answer to everything
Sometimes I wish that truth doesn’t hurt
I know it’s best not to know everything
But this mind of mine is the one who is controlling
I don’t want to move away
but this happiness is all just a play.
Classical conditioning.
Well, sometimes, when I miss you. This is how I remember you. 1 pinch is all it takes to bring you in front of me.
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